Tuesday, January 13, 2009
so so sooo disappointed with myself i cried a hugeass river in school yesterday. even though i've gotten over the fact that i got 11 (raw), i'm still rather zzz about it.
i've disappointed a whole bunch of people:
1)my father, who just wants me to do better than his friend's children.
2)my mother, who claims she'll cry if she didn't score 6 points (way to rub it in).
3)my sister, who is the nicest and best thing in the world.
4)mr lee cause i know he was secretly hoping for me to get a's for both sciences.
5)and lao chen because i'd most probably end up in nanyang and not in vj with her :(
that's a shit load of people to disappoint in just a day.
yes, if you got your awesome 6 points then good for you, don't rub it in my face because you know you did better than me. i'd be -_-
if you didn't do well, then join the club. or call me, we can drown in unhappiness together.
i know this post is ridiculously biased and i sound uber irritating but just let me wallow in self pity for another day or so then i can move on with life and kick all your asses in jc.
i hate it when some people who obviously don't deserve it, do well.
4:04 AM